"Oh no no.."

Oh no no i have no idea what to say.....this is so complicated. We're both in different situations but yet have one situation in common. Will this work out? I'm praying it does. You're my best friend and even though you're far away yet still so close, it's hard to be like this every single day. I guess it's because i'm just not used to not talking to you or seeing you everyday. You were my inspiration, my backbone, my best friend. I would go to you with ease if I had a bad day or just needed someone to talk to. Now I have to wait until we both get home, me from volleyball and you from school or work.......