"It's Only A Matter of Time"

it's only a matter of time before we graduate...it seems like it was only yesterday when everyone was starting their first day of grade eight. I miss it. I miss the feeling of having so much time on my hands and feeling free. Now we have to worry about what colleges or universities we have to go to and what we want to major in. I used to have this whole plan since I was little. I wanted to be just like my mom, always taking care of people. But I don't even know if I want to be a nurse anymore. My interests have changed and i'm stuck in the middle of what I want to be. A lot of people who are in college say that we have so much time still, but it's hard to believe. I mean I feel like you have to have a sense of what you want to be before you go into college so you know what courses you want to take. So you don't waste your time and money on courses you don't want to learn.. It's only a matter of time until we graduate..... only 8 more months until everyone willl part from each other a start living their own lives, following their own path and living their dreams.. those who are forutuante of what their dream is of course. I'm scared of going to post secondary.... my mother went to school 6 years ago to take up nursing at Vcc and she was having a hard time she said. She would cry because she failed at one point and her instructor made her sign a contract saying that she would study harder or else he's going to drop her. Luckily my mom pulled through and i've never been more proud of her. She's in love with her job and everytime she comes home she always tells me stories of her patients and how funny and loving they can be.....I wish I was sure of what I wanted to be. I really wanted to become a nurse because I like making people feel better and taking care of them. But lately, i've drawn up the thought of studying woman's studies or worldly studies.