Whatevs

Whatevs, I have to let this go....but do I let everything completely go? or just this situation. I've been struggling through this thought in my head this whole week.. Can I still work at it or is it no more?........ What became a passionate flame is now a mere chore..... I don't think I can handle carrying all this baggage all by myself (anymore)......... I used to love being independent... I could handle it...But now, when you've become so independent especially at my age, you grow tired and need someone to lean on..