"The wettest place in my room.."

Change is inevitable. But this time I wish things would change for the better. No more tears on my pillow no more overflowing of emotions pouring out of my heart. When you walk in my room, you will be flooded with history repeating it's self over and over again..... i'm tired of this on going rollercoaster that never ends..... i'm drowning in my own tears, unable to breathe which is ironic because I don't know how to swim.........As I approach the waves, dipping just my toes in the cold water, I shiver. I am nervous. Now I go in deeper and the water are up to my ankles. As I go in deeper, I feel my heart pounding, scared for confrontation. I approach my fear and finally, i feel the waves slowly calming, my problems washed away, and I can finally breathe. I exhale; the sun is shining outstandingly and I hold a smile on my face........