that one moment

it was that one moment where i knew my life was going to epically change... summer '07 my parents for some reason asked me if I wanted to go to NJ for the summer. My dad NEVER let me go on trips because he always thought something might happen to me. But when he asked me if I wanted to go this summer, I knew things were different. I accepted graciously with suspicion. How could I not accept this opportunity, and to travel alone? I needed to get away from everything, even my parents. Later did I know I got a phone call in Hawaii from my dad. I thought he was doing the usual check up since I was away for two months. But right when I picked up the phone at the wedding reception I was at, he spoke with such anger, confusion and a broken heart. He was alone with just a simple letter saying goodbye. At that one moment at my third cousin's wedding, while they were celebrating the starting of their new life, I was starting the ending of my life.....